You sir should move to Canada lol.
Check this out https://buymyweedonline.ca/
There’s probably hundreds of other online pharmacies up here, and the great thing is, lots of them rate the weed based on the ‘high’ they provide.
I use the strains with the highest pain relief ratings. I find the sativa dominant hybrids to be the best for this and they don’t have much paranoia, but I do find the indica dominant strains will cause me to get a little paranoid.
It’s all about experimentation unfortunately, but there are lots of strains that don’t get you too high or paranoid and do help with pain, yet doctors are pretty oblivious to this.