Thanks @SomeGreyBIoke I hope you are keeping well yourself
I’ve decided to add to my above post.
Last week,the week of Christmas I felt really good probably the best I’ve felt in the last 18 months.I really taught it was a huge step.Pain was very low.
This week has been bad (mainly I feel triggered by rough sex last Saturday)and I’m starting to think that at 6 months I’m clutching at straws,again my reversal surgeon was adamant on the 9-12 month timescale.
But to be frank I don’t know I’m sick of this up and down crap and feeling quite low,part of me thinks I should start to move on and head down an alternative path.
That path obviously is unpredictable but is it time to accept and move on?
I can definitely relate. The ups and downs torture the mind. Granted, it’s better than all-pain-all-the-time, but the setbacks after a good series of days or weeks blow the mind.
Omg, this. When I have had a good run of low-no pain and suddenly am hit again, it is so demoralizing. It’s like this reminder that constantly keeps my anxiety levels high because I never know if/when the pain will swell. I hate this.